just what you need, just when you need it.
I am finding this to be the case more and more. The more I just trust in people, in this process, in myself I am finding it’s just what I need, just when I need it. No matter what I might think I need at any particular moment. Today I was thinking about just how much of a blessing this whole project has turned out to be. It’s only the first 3 weeks! I am down almost 20lbs, I have heard from people all over the world, I am raising money for the organization and dogs I love so much, I have connected with some very special people from my past, one in particular today who reminds me that true friends really are friends for life.
I just feel so dang good. My knees hurt a little less, it’s easier to move and I had no problem walking a few miles tonight, and would have walked farther had it not been for the rain. Then there is Tristan…he is an outside fool, he about runs me over to get out the door to the backyard. He is happy. Every time he races outside and suddenly stops to sniff a flower or looks up at a bird or the sky I am so thankful. I would never in a million years have thought he could give me such inspiration, such strength…but he does. How was I to know when I was crawling around under the bed just so I could see his face, reading to him to try to stop him from howling at all hours, or cleaning up his potty pads day after day after day….that he came along just in time, and was just what I needed.